Monday, January 5, 2009

start anew..

first blog of 2009; belated happy new year everyone!
spent 5 days in manteca after christmas which felt FOREVER! i love my family, wish i coulda spent the countdown with them kus i know my momma always cries. and when i called what did she do? cried. lol. but that's how she is. and the brotha spent it with his girl while i'm down here with the roomies, friends, and the hubba bubbas.
the trip back home was suuuuper dope. it felt so long because i was doing something everyday when we were up there. it was the first time i actually hung out with my closest girl friends. had a girls night to just talk and catch up. laugh here laugh there. sigh. best best best.

as for this year, i wish for things to look up for me. do better in school and finally get a job because i really really need one. both tupers & i. bella's gettin really big. she's just our big baby. i hope to never get scared of her when she's fully grown. she likes to sleep with us on the bed kus she's a princess. lol ahha. she snores just like her daddy and likes to sleep on her back. she makes me smile and grit my teeth kus she's so cute.
lately, i've been looking at tupes in a slightly different way. i'm really really really happy with him. and i know between us two, there's no such thing as forever, but i hope, and hopefully he hopes too, that we'll stay together for a long time. aahha. don't wanna jinx anything you know. but yeaa. i like to watch him sleep and just lay there and look at him. creepy i know. but i love him :]

anyway aside from that stuff. i really do wish and hope that 2009 will be a better year than 2008. i want to accomplish so many things and in order to do so, i have to stop certain things for a while and get my head on straight to focus on school and a job. i just want the best for myself and my family and of course tupes. we're stuggling pretty bad and i'm just starting to wonder when things will look up for us.
wish us luck!

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