......

i don't really know what's gunna happen. i don't want to give up.. but it seems like someone already has. things are different and we both know it. and it won't be fair to hold on if the other already let go. it's a hard process to go through.. wondering if the end is coming soon.

we have our differences and our similarities.. and our similarities are the things that get in the way. we're too much a like for our own good. we butt heads because of it.. and because we butt heads, we're drifting apart. i don't want us to be but i can't help it. i can't save us if he's not willing to be saved.

that's all i have to say. nothing will change if we don't agree to change to make us better. i don't know what else to look forward to anymore. other than another argument the day after next. it's overwhelming and neither of us can take it.

you've obviously never been in a relationship like this. a relationship that requires patience, trust, honesty. and loyalty. i'm just sick and tired of hearing the same bullshit over and over. idk.. idk what's left..

"so what we gon have? dessert or disaster?"

... disaster.

you just ended it.