need

i need a job
-to support myself
-to [help] support my family
-to support tupes
-to pay for rent
-to pay for bills
-to pay everyone i owe back

i need to do better in school
-to impress my mom, my family, &not let them down
-to finish in time, 2011 is the year
-to know i can finish what i've started &never give up
-to get where i want to be

i need
-to handle my shit and get things going
-to know what & what not to do
-to get my head screwed on straight &realize i'm getting old enough to take care of myself
-to start relying on myself because no one else will help me
-to just be thankful for what i have now just in case everything goes away